1st post letter for unknown

Dear you, You are the one who I really miss. It had been 5 years after you were leaving. I just want you to know what Im thinking right now. This life is so hard and the world is going crazy. Life in this world isn't easy, may be that's the reason why I was crying at the day when I was born to this cruel world. Why you have to leaving? Me alone. When I was kid.. I always wonder how hard you life is, how bad your day was and how could you passed that day. Now Im at the beginning of that day. The day I start to survive, the day I have to rid on my own foot. Walk away to get mylife better. Day by day.. without you... It's before my sleep.. My best pray for you